I am.........

Mulling over lots of things...........,

Waiting to get some time to myself.........,

Checking lab values on my CCU patients, half guilty to be on Mozilla and Azyxxi at the same time....,

Eating Graham's crackers and snack biscuits with Sumatra coffee to keep me awake...,

Thinking about points of no return and then thinking maybe it is all relative to which direction you are pointed to initially...........,

Wondering where my reading habits went....,

Trying to read end of life care from the UMMC website, arguing with microcerebrate ER nurses, correcting Calcium,Mag,phos on phone-wondering about whether it really matters in the end to have pristine numbers on your metabolic facebook page......,

Still getting a hang of: - living amidst the panicogens of C diff-MRSA-VRE-ESBL than Kochs ; Percocet- Dilaudid-Darvon than Fortwin-Phenergan........,

Waiting for warmer weather, longer days........,

Moving, or trying to...from laissez-faire mode to hitch hiking mode.....,

Wishful I had my own books here, planning my MRCP, also wanting to do a part time masters, struggling to keep up with my research modules..........,

Flipped out at how someone can have a Minnesota tube shoved in for 2 days, have 30 pRBCs and countless FFPs transfused, still bleed like a tap at endo, and finally be made comfort care, never awaken and die......,

mulling over a lot of things..........,


Essentially.